Tippy toe, tippy toe, I must walk ever so carefully
While looking up to Heaven I plea prayerfully
Walking through this toxic place is like walking through a minefield
They see me as worse than Newman on an episode of Seinfeld
In glee the bullies watch as they smile with their eyes twinkling brightly
Their unsolicited advice is for me to tread lightly
Constantly watching and waiting for the other shoe to drop
No end in sight, not even a sign that the bullying will stop
Knowing in my gut that something’s about to pop off
If I didn’t have hope for my future, I’d bust some shots off
Angry and contemptful eyes narrowed into slits all around me
Watching, waiting, and anticipating the next juicy opportunity
Looking at me, watching me, with their breath just a-bating
Like ravenous vultures, they continue waiting and anticipating
My stomach turns, flips, and draws up in knots
As they gather ‘round to make their evil pot-shots
Holding my head high, I continue to walk this proverbial death march
Like a cornered cat in preparation for attack, I feel my back arch
“Walking the Mile, Walking the Mile, Walking the Green Mile”
I walk with a brave face through a cesspit nest of creatures so vile
Making a point to be careful not to disturb and stir the hornet’s nest
On high alert, I see nothing but red as I try my level best
Just to blend in, be safe by only being another face in the crowd
Look, look! There she is! Get her! Get her! They all yell aloud
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, to escape this chilling cold
Forced, compelled, with no other choice but to live in survival mode
🙏
Aum Shanti
Thank you so much, Shanti! 💖
It’s an agonizing feeling, to live in this place 🙏❤️
Absolutely it is! 💯 And it’s the reason that, years ago, I vowed never again to walk on eggshells around anyone.