I cannot tell you how important first impressions are. Down through the ages, many have said that first impressions last forever and that you never get a second chance at it. They were right!
When I moved to *Oakley, Tennessee, after having been an Army brat and lived in many different places, I began attending school there during the sixth grade. During that first year, I made a terrible first impression on my classmates, and I did it without even realizing it. Unfortunately, I paid for it for six long years.
In no way am I doing what so many young victims do, blaming myself for all the pain and humiliation they put me through. I’m well aware that regardless of the impression I made, I was just an innocent twelve-year-old child who never deserved to be bullied.
However, looking back, I now realize what I could’ve done differently to keep the target off my back. Oh, the things we realize when we’re older!
My first mistake was that I didn’t stand up for myself when my classmates began bullying me. Being new at the time, I was afraid of getting in trouble with school staff and was taught that “decent young ladies didn’t fight.” Instead, I tried talking my way out of confrontations or lying my way out. ‘Bet you can guess where that got me.
Another mistake was that I was also overly friendly, which was easily mistaken for being a fool, being weak, and approval-seeking.
My third mistake was that during the sixth grade, I cried easily, which my hardened and sadistic classmates took for weakness or manipulation. It didn’t take me long to change these behaviors.
By the seventh grade, I had toughened up considerably, but by then, the dynamic was already firmly in place.
First impressions are everything! They set a precedent- a pattern for the future. If bullies get away with bad behavior once, you can be sure they will repeat it again and again. When they get a particular reaction, they will come back for more of the same later. Without realizing it, we teach people how to treat us.
Understand that it doesn’t take long for impressions to take root and became expected. And when they do, it’s tough to change. That isn’t to say that it’s impossible, but it won’t be easy.
It takes a truckload of patience and consistency. It also requires pointing out your good qualities, hard work, and successes to others, which can backfire if you aren’t careful because people will only naturally take you for bragging and being pompous.
You have no control over people’s perceptions and opinions of you, nor their behavior and actions toward you, which is why it’s so essential to get it right the first time around. I had to learn this the hard way and by the time I realized it, it was too late.
However, during my last year of high school, I got the opportunity to change schools and make a new start at *Roseburg School. I put my best foot forward at my new school and the results were amazing!
I made many friends and was well accepted and liked by both students and staff. I saw a complete 180! But sadly, many kids don’t get that opportunity.
Even now, the classmates from *Oakley still, to this day, hold a lot of unnecessary anger, resentment, and bitterness and it’s been thirty years. I can tell you that had I known what I know now- had I made a better impression early on, things would have been much different.
Not that what they think matters because I’m older and with age comes wisdom, confidence, and self-acceptance. Also priorities change.
However, I would’ve saved myself six years of pain and a lot of wasted time. Also, I’d feel better about joining them at the thirty-year reunion.
I can only pity them because you’d think people would be over that stuff by now. I forgive them because forgiveness sets me free. However, I could never trust them because I will never feel safe around them. And the sad part is, a lot of this was avoidable in the early stages.
Today, I make giving a great first impression a goal each and every time I meet new people. The next time you meet someone new, be sure to make the best impact possible.
Someone told me once that first impressions are lasting memories. I found that true because I still recall when I first met some people for the first time many, many years ago, their demeanor turned me off, and it wasn’t that it was a bad day either. I can excuse that. It was their nasty attitude which seemed quite natural. 😠 Good piece Cherie! 🥰
Thank you so much, Kym! <3 First impressions are so important and I wish I'd known that back then. But no worries. Today, when I meet people, I try to give the best first impression I can possibly give and the way I like to do that is to focus my interest on the other person and made them feel good about themselves. 😀
We live and we learn don’t we Cherie? 🤔 But experience can be the best teacher. Clearly you have discovered the all important lesson of how to rise above the nonsense of yesteryear, and your focus is much clearer and more clairvoyant to be sensitive to the needs of others as well as to that of your own. 🙌🏼 I applaud you for that my dear. You don’t just say it, you live it!!! 💯 😉 💐
Thank you, sweetie. I sure do my best! If I can help one, just one target reclaim their life, then what I went through all those years ago wasn’t in vain. <3
💯 🎉 🎯 Brilliantly said, girlfriend!!! 👏🏼 🤜🏼🤛🏼 🙌🏼
Thank you dawling! <3
Oh girl, you know it’s my pleasure! 🤩 🥳 😍
Ok, so I know that I replied back to you, but I have no earthly idea where that reply went to. Go figure! 😜 Yet, I could have replied back to it on another post! Well, if you just happen to run across a response that makes zero sense on another one of your posts, understand that I just might need to go to my little stool in “time out!” 😅 😂 🤣 Geez Louise! 🙄
LOLOLOL Girl! I’ve done the same thing before and it’s embarrassing, isn’t it! Ooooo! LOLOLOL
Guuuurrrrrllllll…😜 😂 🤣
Historically, I have always made great ‘first impressions’ on people. I don’t even, it seems, have to try, or think about it, or work at it.
Then I somehow manage to screw it up once they get to know me, really know me.
But…
I am just me. No guarantees. No refunds. No money back.
So now, when I first meet a new person, I tell them to keep their ‘first impression’ of me in their hip pocket for a spell.
And just hide and watch.
Then we’ll see if we remain friends.
Or not.
***.
Great post Cherie.
Bahahaha! Sometimes that happens, Lance. I think we all screw up with people every now and then. 🙂
Every now and then?
Naw!
In my case, I’m still batting one thousand.
Which is impossible in baseball.
But easy for me.
😀 😀 😀
I think I’m pretty bad with first impressions… pretty much lasting impressions lol. I’ve come to realize I’m just a very unique cup of coffee.
Just be yourself. Because unique is good. 😊
My mistake was to let my overactive imagination get the better of me. That with my Asperper’s, I had difficulty in communicating what I really meant. Of course, I was made out to be a liar and the bullies used that against me. Not being very good at sports at the time didn’t help either.
Bullies hate people who are different from them in any way. But we don’t mind because they don’t matter. Right?
Absolutely right!
😊😊😊
I went through my entire school years never knowing about “first impressions”. I was awkward and self-conscious my looks, clothing, and my skinny body. I am not sure to this day what impression I made to others on a first meet.
Now, I am not in a popularity contest, so impressions are on the back burner. However, I do not go out and try to be a grouch, or nasty. I am just myself when I am around others.
That’s all you should be, Dwain. Be yourself and be confident and comfortable in your own skin. 🙂
Though first impression matters but we can’t judge anyone by first impression only.. some people takes time to open up and show up their real self.
I totally agree with everything you say here. However, bullies do go by first impressions and sadly, they don’t let go of them. And we only have a short time to turn it around before the bullying becomes a pattern and, therefore, harder to defend against.